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Smile so they can leave you alone. Smile so they can see that you're ok even though you're not. Smile so they won't give you advise about life and how hard it is and why you should be happy and that you've seen nothing like what they saw before in their fucken lives. Smile so they can pass by you and ignore you, like if you weren't there.

But I don't wanna smile. I'm sad and angry. I don't want your pity or help I just wanna be left alone. I don't wanna listen to your story or your advise, I don't wanna listen to your stupid questions or your stupid solutions and I especially don't wanna listen to your jokes which are supposed to make me feel better because they don't make me feel better and I only smile because I don't wanna embarrass you. I don't wanna smile and pretend everything is ok. it's not ok and nothing can make it ok except time.